I just got out of a movie, when I looked at your text. My heart stopped, and I tried to pretend I hadn’t just read it. I was driving down the 5 towards Burbank, when I started crying in the car. I was so scared to see what you wrote, I didn’t even know if I had the courage too. I’ve been such an emotional wreck tonight, and for weeks, all I’ve wanted to do was crawl into bed and cry on your shoulder. I’ve never been so shaky, or so lost my entire life. Anthony hasn’t the slightest clue how to handle how depressed I’ve been. I meant every word I’ve ever said to you, best friend. There isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t think about you, wish I didn’t tell you off- again. I’m so hurt, and broken down; I’m not the same girl without you, either. Don’t think you’re the only one thinking it. I can’t even listen to our songs anymore without crying, let alone have the lyrics randomly pop in my head. Even though you might not believe it, I love and miss you more than anything.
And you’re wrong, I do care. I read your Tumblr every single day.